In July of 1999, while serving in the United
States Navy, I developed vertigo. Fourteen
years later, I continue with my unbalance as if swaying back and forth, a
rocking drunk like feeling with nausea and migraines. There are certain situations in which can
trigger my vertigo, elevators and airplanes; the pressure of flying can send me
into a tailspin that lasts for weeks. After
traveling a few weeks ago to visit family, lying down to bed is a chore. Turning my head while lying down or sitting up
from sleep takes a few minutes to gain my balance. When the vertigo is severe, I know a migraine
is on the way. I have prayed to the
Lord, “Please I know you can take this away if you choose.” His response to my prayer is always, “My
grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” (2 Corinthians 12:9).
There are many mentioned in the bible that
experienced Christ healing: the woman who bled for twelve years (Matthew 9:20, Mark 5:25-29, Luke 8:44 ),
Peter’s mother-in-law (Matthew 8:15,
Mark 1:30), a mother, humbling herself as comparing her life to that of a
dog, asked Christ to heal her daughter (Matthew
15:28, Mark 7:27-30), a dead girl brought to life (Mark 5:41), Mary Magdalene and the women who followed Christ were
healed of diseases and evil spirits (Luke
8:1-3), a crippled woman healed on the Sabbath (Luke 13:10-17) are a few who Christ mercifully touched. I know of women who have had to deal with
health problems and leaned on their faith to get them through. My friend Cathie,
in 2010, was hospitalized with a problem in her kidneys. She had surgery to remove one, and spent a
month in recovery.
My sister, in 2013, has had four abrasive
brain surgeries due to excess spinal fluid causing pressure on her eyes. She is still in the healing process and may
have a fourth surgery as the pressures on her eyes are causing blindness. Her
prayers continue up to the Lord, but she is not irritated. She recently said, “I am not angry with God,
I just want to know why the more I pray, the worse I become.” Why are some healed and some not? Why are some women cured of cancer, diseases,
health problems and physical abnormalities, why others suffer for a lifetime?
I am not angry either with the Lord. I do have questions, am inquisitive as to why
I have vertigo and migraines, but have never demanded healing. Whether through these problems, I can share
my testimony and other women are brought closer to the Lord or I can relate to
those who have health issues whom are not healed is placed in the hands of
God. The burden I place on my husband at
times grieves me. His helping me to
walk, helping to steady me on my feet while I hold on to him, allowing me to
rest and sleep when confronted with a pounding migraine, taking responsibility
for the children, their school, his work and the house, I am sure can feel
overwhelming. Tommy has never complained
and I praise God for that.
I would like to pose a question to
you if you suffer from some sort of illness are asking the very questions I
ask. What if the very problem you pray
about brings you close to the Lord? What
if a disease or sickness humbled you to realize our lives are fleeting, nothing
but chaff in the wind? What if an unbeliever saw your strength, joy and peace
during a challenging time in your life, would the health problems be worth it?
What if while sick, the Lord had you placed in a particular care unit to speak,
pray or spread the Gospel to those on the brink of death, would the illness be
worth it? What if your testimony of
praying, worship and believing Christ inspired another to walk down the isle in
holy matrimony to our bridegroom Jesus Christ, would it be worth the pain and
suffering?
My sister in Christ, if are in need
of healing, prayer and revival, I encourage you to not quit, but finish you
race. I encourage you not to ask why,
but how can you use the Lord for you kingdom?
In such a difficult time in life, how can I be a living breathing
epistle for Christ? My prayer for you is
to never doubt or give up hope. These
health problems may bring you closer, into a deeper understand of Jesus and the
power of the Holy Spirit. These problems
may bring you into a deeper prayer life, a deeper faith in the unseen and give
you joy beyond anything you can imagine.
I once heard the testimony of a woman who had
cancer. As she proceeded through the
treatments, she posted a picture of herself as a reminder of what she believed
her life would be like again. Her faith
and belief in Christ, her devotion to prayer and the service to the Lord while
sick, only increased her hope in Christ.
She is completely cancer free and is as healthy as that picture was
taken years prior. This testimony
inspires me to remember God is control, he desires to increase our faith and
believe in him. I trust him completely.
Every Thursday, my children and I truck off to
the nursing home after school. We enjoy
reading to the “grandparents”, making them laugh, doing projects together and
treasure the time spent with them. There
are some with debilitating diseases, some who have had strokes, heart attacks,
health problems, but are the happiest, most encouraging people I have ever met.
There are some who are so upbeat, always
a smile and giving thanks for our family coming. It truly has inspired me as I watch and glean
from these women and men who live with these challenges and rely on others for
their daily provisions.
There is hope in Jesus Christ. There is hope for healing and making a full
recovery for whatever you may be experiencing.
I know while Cathie was in recovery from her kidney surgery, she would
read the bible, particularly Job. When
the complaints from Job’s friends met the ears of God, the Lord thundered from
heaven, “Who is this that darkens my
counsel with words without knowledge?” Brace yourself like a man; I will
question you and you shall answer me. Where
were you when I laid the earth’s foundation? Tell me, if you
understand. Who marked off its
dimensions? Surely you know! Who stretched out a measuring line across it? On
what were its footings set, or who laid its cornerstone while the morning stars
and together and all the angels shouted for joy?” Wow! Do you want me to continue?
At times, in our finite minds, we may have the
audacity to question God. We may
question is motives, his ways and circumstances, but when I become too big for
my britches, I remember Job and God’s question, “Who is this that darkens my
counsel with words without knowledge?” (Job
38:2-7). At this juncture, we should gently fall to our knees at pray, “For
my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways.” declares the
Lord. “As the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than
your ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.” (Isaiah 55:9) We are to trust the Lord and lean not on our own
understanding, acknowledging all our ways to him and he will make our paths
straight (Proverbs 3:5-6).
During this difficult time in your life or if
you know of another who is sick, continue your prayers and encourage them, for
he will never leave you nor forsake you and what the enemy has used for harm,
God uses for good (Genesis 50:20).
Let us pray and
CONFESS, calling on the Living God, and laying our health at the cross:
Father, Jehovah-Repheka, The Lord is my Healer,
I know in
the Gospels, Yeshua asked a question, “What do you want?”
My heart’s desire is your precious hand to heal my ________________. I know you
have the power to heal me if you so desire and I know if I have faith as small
as a mustard seed, I can move mountains.
I believe in the power of Jesus Christ to heal my ______________ or my
family member’s/friend’s ________________.
If I have
caused ____________________ from over eating, drugs, alcohol, sexual promiscuity
or smoking, forgive me Lord for I have sinned. I now understand the scripture,
“….the body is the temple of the Holy Spirit who lives within me, whom I have
received as a gift from God and is not my own.
I was bought with a price, purchased with preciousness and pain, so then
I will honor God and bring glory to him in my body.” (1 Corinthians 6:18-19).
If this
__________________ was unexpected, generational, repetitious or continuously penetrating
my body, teach me to follow you no matter the consequences. Teach me to use this season to glorify you
and I pray as the Apostle Paul wrote, “…to make a decisive dedication of my
body, presenting all my members and faculties as a living sacrifice, holy,
devoted, consecrated and well pleasing to you, which is my reasonable service
and spiritual worship.” (Romans 12:1).
I know it
is written I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me (Philippians 4:13). It is written your
ways are not our ways, your thoughts not our thoughts and I will not give up
asking, seeking and knocking for healing and Truth (Isaiah 55:8). It is written to persevere through trials for the
endurance and patience needs to complete a work in me so that I may be perfectly
and fully developed lacking in nothing (James
1:4).
I believe in the written Word of the Lord, I
believe in prayer and the laying on of hands by the elders (James 5:13-14). It is written all wisdom, knowledge, and
treasures are found in Christ (Colossians
2:2-3). I know the healing power of Christ is a treasured gift and I will
be thankful, grateful and prayerfully dedicated to you unlike the nine lepers
who selfishly forgot to thank Jesus for restoring them to health (Luke 17:11-19).
Help me to keep my mind and heart
set on things above, where Christ is seated at the right hand of the Father (Colossians 3:2) and confess the Word in
faith. It is written he was wounded for
our transgressions, bruised for our iniquities, the chastisement for peace and
well-being for us was upon him and with his stripes we are healed and made
whole.” (Isaiah 53:5). It is written
you forgive our sin and heal our diseases, you redeem our life from the pit and
corruption, and beautify, dignify and crown us with loving kindness and tender
mercy (Psalm 103:3, Exodus 15:21).
It is written to fear the Lord and shun evil for this will bring healing to the
body and nourishment to the bones (Proverbs
3:7-8). Increase my faith Father, and show my any area of my life where I
have not been faithful or have given all to you.
I praise your precious name. My heart’s desire is peace for my family
during this season and to be used as an example bringing unbelievers close to
you. I pray this ___________________ can
be used to glorify you and bring those around me into a deeper revelation of
who you are, the power of the Cross and the Resurrected Savior. I pray you open
the door for me to find a Christian doctor who will pray before surgery and
have a thankful heart to rely on you for the wisdom to treat and handle my
_______________________. I pray for the finances to cover all medical
expenses and know you are my Jehovah Jirah, My Provider! May my family have the peace that surpasses
understanding, and we all think on things that are pure, noble, just, right,
honorable and of GOOD REPORT! (Philippians
4:8). I pray for a speedy recovery,
for the patience you can give family members and friends to help in this time
of need. In the name of Jesus of
Nazareth I pray, Amen!
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